So i lost my virginity back in August. And had sex again about 2 weeks ago. Now i know they say that sometimes it takes a few times for it to feel good. But it does not feel good. I don’t really feel anything. Even when he went down on me. i dont know how to describe it. I feel it very little, Even when i Masturbate normally. But when i hold my pee and or when i lay on my stomach and grind with a pillow underneath my abdomen it feels amazing. I feel like something is wrong. TMI but when i get horny i get really horny and sometimes laying on my stomach doesn’t even do the trick. When i hold my pee that shit makes me feel so good. Like the shit you see in Porn good.. and it’s the only thing that really helps me. Is something wrong? because for someone who doesn’t enjoy sex, i sure as hell crave it like someone screwed the soul out of me.