It’s 2am and I’m sitting here pumping before I go back to bed for 3hrs and then get up and get ready to go back to work. My girl will be 3 months tomorrow. I spent all yesterday holding her and crying.

I planned to wake up at 1:10 and be pumping by 1:15 and then pump again at 6:30 before work so I’ll only have to pull once at work around noon (I pump every 5-6hrs) but my stupid alarm didn’t go off.. I checked it before going to bed and it was set so I don’t know what happened. So things are already not going according to plan today.. ugh I hate today 😫

I’m happy she will be home with my husband and not in day care but I’m just so sad to be going back.

Anyone else heading back soon?