Hello,

I haven't been a person who talks about what's going on in my personal life so here it goes.

I got back with my guy who I lost it to at 14 and I believed it meant we had a 2nd chance to be happy together....

Honestly it's not a happy chapter

He makes me feel like I'm lying about everything and I believe it or he says I say something and when I said it, it was not the way he said. I'm going crazy I ran away many times and he chased me I felt like hey, maybe he does love me then he says I do things to provoke him to hurt me... I don't understand how when all I ever wanted was to make him happy. What should I do if I just keep coming back? I feel scared and alone.