So i’ve been in this friends with benefits situation with this dude. He messed with other people and so have I. I lowkey had some feelings for him ....and I have no idea why he constantly left me on delivered and linked with me sporadically. So I acted on my emotions and messed with his friend.... long story short he found out and ghosted. I wanted to make him jealous but I didn’t expect to be ghosted for it...I mean it’s not like we were dating? I regret messing with his friend so much and it’s been killing me this past month and has taken a huge mental toll on me. Why do I want to continue dealing with this man ...what is wrong with me.

Fyi im 19 and the friends are 28