Just need to vent

Anna • 30 years young, 🎀 12/10/21 🩵 4/5/2023

My love and I have been trying for a baby recently, I thought this was it, 7 days, no period but 4 negative tests. I don’t have insurance until the 1st of January (new job) so I can’t go to the OB. it’s KILLING me not knowing either way. My period has NEVER been this late. It starts every month on time like clockwork. Idk what else to do. The hubs is getting his hopes up but after a full year of negatives I really don’t want him too. Ugh this SUCKS.