I got my first positive on Thursday. Friday I woke up with the worst cramps of my life, like buckled over crying in pain. Went to the bathroom and saw what looked like a tiny cluster of cells and blood in the toilet. I think that was the blastocyst, it looked just like all the photos I see online. I was so scared and confused, I mean hadn’t even been a full day. It’s my first time with all of this, so everything is overwhelming. To be sooo close and then have it taken away almost immediately was devastating. My husband said maybe it’s a silver lining that we didn’t have much time to be excited and get attached. Trying to think of it that way now. I know miscarriages are common, and it’s a real possibility I may have to go through that in the future, but damn I am emotionally drained idk how I will be able to handle that. It’s making me so anxious thinking of this happening again.. Especially if it happens later on in the pregnancy. If anyone is going through this and wants to chat my messages are open.