Negative test but late

Jasmine

Hello everyone just here for a little advice so I’m 3 days late today and I have a regular cycle..I’ve had miscarriage before and tons of negative test.. boyfriend keeps telling me to test but I’m so terrified to test because I’m scared it will once again be negative and I also try not to think about it so I don’t jinks myself heck even scared to talk about It at all cause I’m so ready for my rainbow 🌈 I just pray every time I think about it and ask God for it to be real and happening!!!! Any advice or good energy Ladies

Update: I took a test and it came back negative and I’ve been vomiting,nausea and dizzy, most symptoms