Babies before marriage..

Chelsea

My BF and I have been together 5 years. We've lived together for 3. We had a really rough year last year bc I was tired of waiting on him to propose and I even moved out for 2 months but a year later we are doing much better but still not engaged.. His parents divorced when he was 5 and it was ugly..

Some days I feel like it could happen any day and some days never! We started TTC a few months ago off/on. I am so ready to be a mom it hurts! I am ready to be a wife too but that I feel I have no control over but being a mom I do. I am over the wait for both but would like to at least be engaged first. Just wondering if anyone else is or has been through this! Would appreciate some encouraging advice! :)