Quarantine Depression ?

lu

I’m not sure what to do. For the past and next few weeks I am stuck at home with my parents who drive me crazy. I know they love me and l love them but i have anxiety and they ask me about a hundred questions a day which is a big trigger for me. l also have a boyfriend that l absolutely love, i love him too much probably, but in the last week two times he has canceled our date 30 minutes before! when i was dressed and ready to go. He explained that he didn’t feel good and we talked it out and everything but lately he’s been kinda dry and seems bored with me but assures me there’s nothing wrong. Which I’m sure there’s not but my anxiety says otherwise, either way i’ve been crying a ton lately because i hate being at home and i hate my job and i just wanna see my friends and teachers and especially my boyfriend. I just hate the situation i’m in so yeah.