Hi I am so scared to write this because I honestly hate myself for thinking about this or considering this but I feel like it may be the right decision, my daughter is 6 months old soon 7 months and I’m considering giving her up for adoption.. I love her soooo much it hurts but I’m only 18 & I don’t have a job, I don’t drive, i depend on my mom to get her things she needs and me & my mom had a terrible relationship.. we always argue and we don’t really get along in trying my hardest to get out but won’t be able to anytime soon due to being unemployed and the fact COVID is going on, I thought about adoption before I had her but I decided to keep her because i felt strongly that I could do this but now here I am 6 months in.. going down bad, I find myself crying a lot & I’m in therapy for multiple reasons I suffer from depression and anxiety even before I had the baby.. I don’t have the proper space for her, she sleeps in the bed with me which I know she isn’t suppose to but I don’t have the room for a proper bed.. again I love her so much but I hate this lifestyle for her. & I’m not able to give her the one she needs.. I feel like I would go crazy without her but here I am going crazy with her because I’m not able to give her everything & I know somebody out there who’s amazing would.. thoughts please