got my hopes up

Can’t really talk to anyone about this because I have no friends and my parents would be pissed BUT

my children’s father (we have a two year old and I’m 28 weeks pregnant with our son) broke up with me when I was 6 months pregnant because “his heart wasn’t in it” said he loved me he just had too much going on (he was an ex addict that has relapsed a few days before) I was devastated as he’s my best friend and I’m madly in love with him and have been for a long time.

Well, ive been working on myself the last three months and I’ve never been on my own, so I slowly just made myself enjoy being alone and learned how to be HAPPY alone and now this man just called to tell me he wants to work on us and get back together because hes been so depressed without us 😭

This phone call is all I’ve been wishing and waiting on since the day we broke up and I was really starting to give up on us ever getting back together.. I’m so happy I don’t even know what to do. I told him we weren’t going to rush back into it because he really hurt me and I want to make sure this is really what he wants before I put my heart back into it but man...

I’m so happy rn 🥺