Is it ok for your boyfriend to subscribe to an onlyfans and have multiple reoccuring payments?

Found out today that my bf has subscribed to an only fans and i tested to see if he would lie and he did right away until he called me and was acting mad and then came clean to me about it. He has since thoroughly apologized for lying and both using it. It has made me feel super icky... like im not insecure but it has made me like not want to have sex with him because idk like i feel disrespected and not fully loved for my body since he had to pay to view someone elses.

Will this feeling go away?