This whole pandemic has been so hard on me as a mom. I started out pregnant right when the pandemic hit and now I have 2 kids under 3 and im just so overwhelmed. My 2 year old refused nap today and told me "no" and I spanked his butt and he started crying:( now im sitting on the couch crying because I feel so bad. Im just ready to get back to normal and get out of this damn house and be around people. My youngest is 2 months and he has a fever and I feel like it's because I let people around him who don't take precaution and im so stressed out that he's sick. Idk its just not a fun time to be a mom at all