So I found out a few weeks ago that I was pregnant with baby number two and let’s just say it definitely wasn’t planned. My first one wasn’t either. Both Times I used birth control but for my first pregnancy I was mostly excited. This one I am not. I just started college and now will have to put it off for the summer since I’m giving birth. I’m terrified of bringing another kid into the world with the way it is right now. I love my son and didn’t want our alone time together to be cut short. I don’t ever want him to feel left out or like I’m not giving him enough attention. I’m actually so emotional over this and need some advice. I know eventually I will start to feel happy but I’m scared of postpartum depression with the way I feel right now. I’m terrified I won’t feel the love for this one that I do for my son. It’s so overwhelming