So, I’m ready to have my heart broken all over again. After trying for five years previously with my ex husband-only to find out he didn’t want kids-my fiancée and I are now trying to conceive. I went to my gyno and we talked about doing <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">fertility treatment</a> and I have my intake on the 15. I’m nervous-I don’t know if it’ll actually help.

Of course, PCOS is a terrible thing and I’m hoping after all this time(I’m 33), that maybe-MAYBE- I’ll actually get pregnant or get my heart broken and shattered into pieces. I don’t know if I’m ready for the heartbreak, but I know we do both want a child and want to try whatever the doctors say.

I can’t have metformin as I found out I’m allergic, so here’s hoping something will happen.