Wanna just leave

Does anyone else ever just want to abandon their family? Why is being a mom such a thankless job. Why do moms and their needs and wants always come last. I’m tired of being screamed at. I’m tired of cleaning up after everyone. I’m tired of constantly wanting to run and hide for a moment to myself. I’m so mentally exhausted. And I’m a stay at home mom so I feel guilt for ever feeling tired. I feel guilt for ever wanting anything. I wish I could just get up and leave.