I have been with 1 guy sexually and I regrets it and we are married, no we didn’t wait til marriage to have sex we were young like 14 when we had sex and were on and off for the first 3 yrs but for a while now I just have been thinking on how I let him be the only man I have ever had sex with and kinda really hate it! During 1 of out breaks I was hanging out with another guys and we knew we liked each other but nothing happened we would flirt but nothing was I regret it a lot and I see the guys all the time since we live in the same town as I do. I have been having weird dreams of having and with other guys and I just really with it was true to know how sec should be and how having a man make you scream like you are being murderer (in the good way) my husband has never made me feel like that like I’m about to explode during sex.

I have had multiple conversations with my husband on trying to spice things up in our love life because it has gone downhill massively in the last 7-8 years now it’s to a point where we have sex maybe four times a month and sometimes not even having sex at all like I’ve said I’ve talk to him about it and he is a quick in and out two minute man and I told him that that I would like if we can try to figure out how to make him last longer and his response was why as long as I can get some pleasure and finish I’m i’m good no need to be having sex for how long.