I know what to do

If she doesn't wan it you should adopt it. Esp of it's a closed adoption where the child doesn't know she's the mum. Then the baby would only ever know that you are it's parents and love it no matter what. I'm completly open to everyone having their own choices but if he wants the baby and it wouldn't hurt you to raise his baby with someone else as your own child as their mother then do it because either way love is love and your not replacing a baby you two will have together. Your just adding one extra to your family and loving a child.

What!!!! And your still with him​You are a strong woman I would had left him​Have you gone to talk to a doctor