We have been together on and off for over 5 years. Before we got together he had 4 kids.. on the off times he got an additional 2 other girls pregnant so that makes 6. And I had 1 and am currently pregnant with our second. So in total thats 8. Idk wtf I was thinking. I feel foolish and embarrassed. My son has a brother thats 2 months younger than him and the one im carrying will have a sibling a few months older than him. Im so fucking stupid. I hate when he has his original 4 kids over. They eat me out of house and home. They destroy everything never clean up and never listen. He is gone 13 hours a day and basically im just a babysitter that he fucks from time to time. Im so stupid I haven't said any of this out loud and typing it is making we want to break down and cry omg im so much smarter than this wtf am I doing with a man that has 8 kids!!! With 5 different women!!! I know better I deserve better. Idk why I stayed idk why I feel so worthless of myself that I couldn't do better than him. Hes not a good bf. He cheats, and lies. Calls our son a pussy whenever he cries smh im so done but im stuck now wtf do I do. Im pathetic.