I feel stuck. Help

I’m 23 and I am so close to jump starting my life on my own. I graduated college back in May and just got an amazing job that starts up in the next two months. I have So many things to be grateful for, and I am, don’t get me wrong I and so blessed. But in the mean time I still live at home with my parents. Quarantine has been hard on everyone but recently I feel like I can’t do anything at home. It’s so hard for me to get out of bed most days and when I do, most things my family says to me send me into a spiral and I’m in my room upset again. Whenever, I visit my boyfriend & were at his place, it literally feels like I can conquer the world. But as soon as I’m home again. It’s like that feeling was never there. I just don’t really understand why I feel this way at only at home. I want to be able to be productive and happy and spend time with my parents, it’s just so hard. I honestly don’t even know where this post is going anymore but I just needed a place to vent. Any kind words of encouragement would help. Thanks.