Vulnerable

I’m not a really vulnerable person. I’ve been with my boyfriend for 1.5 years and he’s only seen me vulnerable a few times, I just went into full detail about my abandonment/attachment issues. I’ve never told anyone about it, like I’ve told people that I have issues but I’ve never gone into full detail about what they were. I feel so uncomfortable not because he made me feel uncomfortable he handled it pretty well, but fuck. My skin is crawling and it wasn’t easy for me to do that. I love him SO much I just wanted him to get to know my mind a little better & why I am the way I am & now I’m freaking out 😭