Lost my chance to have my Christmas miracle...I was gonna test on Christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> and my period started today.

This one hurts.. officially 2 years of infertility and in my soul I felt like this was going to be my month... and I’ve never had the feeling before. I for sure thought I’d be giving my husband the best Christmas gift this year.

At least I get to cry today and wrap my head around it before Christmas. Another one not pregnant, or holding another. Here’s to 2021!