I am sick of still loving him. It’s been 10 months and I am now at the point of being angry. I think about him all day everyday. I spend so much time meditating and healing my pain, I redirect the pain into positive avenues like working more and cleaning my house. Picking up hobbies.

Yet at the end of each day I still drift off into thought of him and I’m so pissed😭 I want him out of my head, ive begged god to help me. Why am I not over him yet?

I crave love and true romance and I’m well aware he was not able to give that to me, so why do I still want him? I’ve gone on 5 dates and absolutely hated each one. It’s like I’m not even physically attracted to anyone except him.

For the love of god, how do I move on? How can I find a happy relationship when I can’t get him out of my head