Sexual abuse as a child

I'd like to remain anonymous but I'm 28 married almost 10 years 2 kids. As a 13 year old up to 18 I was being abused by friends dad. My parents suspected something was going on but I never told. So they had me see our youth director at church, once I was about to open up the abuse etc the youth director started doing the same thing to me saying it was to cleanse me of the other man. Is their any anonymous people I could talk to about this? I've been holding it in and I need to let it out and talk so someone about it. I would like to remain anonymous and do not want to share my name. I dont have much money in our budget to afford a counselor or therapist. I just need someone to talk to and let all this come out. Anyone have any free hotlines or anything? I've been holding it in for way too long. My parents now know I was abused (I told them in August) but I never told them details and they didn't ask, all they said was "I knew it that sick bastard, im sorry we couldn't help."