Help!

So I'm frustrated. I asked God to help me find a job and he did. I've been working about 2-2 1/2 months. The job started out a fixed basic 40 hours a week. It was 7:00 AM to 3:30 PM. Great hours, no weekends. Mom agreed to watch the kids and was doing ok with it and she's my only child care. Well then I got switched to mandatory overtime which I thought was temporary. I have been working 50 hours a week. Also, I'm working more hours than my spouse. My mom and dad are frustrated and so am I. I talked to my work service and they aren't planning on working us overtime this week and next (because of the holidays) but after or during January sometime they are probably going back to overtime again.

I have been expressing my frustrations to my spouse. One minute he is telling me to quit and the next he is guilt tripping me he doesn't think his income will be enough. On top of that he is worried more about if I quit my job he might not be able to see his other child because he might have to change his shift which he doesn't see the child anyways.

I talked to God and I feel he is ok with me leaving this job. It has helped us financially but it also has caused me stress with my parents and the overtime has caused us all to feel like crap physically. I've been sick a few times already. I am just flustered. My husband knows how I feel and yet he doesn't care. He just went through talking to a mediator with his daughters mom and few months ago on conditions and terms for him to legally see his child more. He STILL isn't being allowed to see her the way he wants and she STILL has to sign the paperwork to agree to any of it. He sees his child with her like twice a month. Yet I'm supposed to stay at a job miserable and my parents' are miserable while he is happy at his job and I'm supposedly allowed to quit but yet he wants to keep coming up with reasons I can't or shouldn't. I don't see how in the world his other child has anything to do with my work schedule. He goes and picks her up and the paperwork if it is signed says that her mother will be dropping her off. So supposedly if I quit my job he has to find another shift at his current job to work to make more and then he can't see his other child or he has to get two jobs and that affects him seeing her or we won't be able to afford or bills and he won't be home to see her blah blah I think you get the picture. Yet he tells me he cares about me, my mom, and my dad's health and feelings. My mom can't work, she has severe high blood pressure and heart issues and she has scoliosis. My dad is overworked and tired and neither of them should have to be told as grown adults they have to watch our kids 50 hours a week. My brother is getting ready to have heart surgery to and I told my husband he is going to need help for recovery (he lives with and is being cared for by my parents) but does any of that matter to him? No. It's all about the child he doesn't see and that doesn't even live with us. A child he barely gets to spend time with. I feel like he is saying "screw you" to me, our kids, and our other family.