Mental Health affecting relationship

Hello everyone Ive been crying for the past hour and I already talked to my boyfriend. Ive been crying because we dont really talk much for the past few days because he doesnt have a phone and uhm he borrows his moms phone just to text me and uhm I got sad I dont got to talk tohim often then it turned into anxiety I get angry over nonsense small things just because of that hidden problem I began overthinking the past days and I told him about everything I said I am having a breakdown I also asked him if he still loved me and everything. Then I felt like I bothered him I felt like Ishouldnt have done that. My worsening mental health and inability to love myself these days made more unworthy of the relationship but I know he loves me any advice would do thank you so much to whoever reads this i haveno one totalk toabout this sorry i am typing this way pls stay safe everybody