As if 2020 couldn’t get any worse TW

I’m sorry to rant but I am just so fed up and upset. A few weeks ago I found out I was pregnant. I got pregnant on the pill- after taking the pill perfectly. So that was a shock and an adjustment.

Then I got excited, I told my boyfriend and he was excited, the mood shifted from scared to happy. We started saying to get pregnant on the pill then it must be fate (naive mindset I know). We put scans In our parents presents for them to open Christmas Day

Then today. Christmas eve. I wake up and I’m having a miscarriage. I still have to see my family and in-laws because No one knew I was pregnant. It so crappy and frustrating. I spoke to my doctor and she said that because it’s Christmas she can’t do much.

I hate this year. This whole situation is the icing on the cake.

Pls feel free to share your crappy years if you’d like. Or good years