I really am just a slut...

I always wanted to ignore everyone’s comments on me that I’m a slut and a whore. But you know what, they are all right. I’m married, in an open relationship and have a boyfriend, and still talking to other men and would sleep with other men if my boyfriend wasn’t jealous and a little controlling. I really am just a freaking slut. I honestly don’t even know why I’m here. I don’t deserve my husband or my boyfriend. If I wasn’t so scared to lose them because I love them I would just disappear and let them move on and find someone that is worthy of them. Especially my amazing husband. There is no better man in the world than him.