I JUST WANT TO DISSAPPEAR!!!

My bf and I have been fighting since last week... and today I saw him.. i gave him $1000 for Christmas.. and he didnt give me anything. When I left I texted him if he didn't get me a Christmas gift.. and he replied saying "no coz i didn't expect to see you or talk to you".

That just broke my heart. His is the only gift I look forward to even though he always gets me the cheapest gift but i always cherished it. I cant stop crying.