Is this a weird kink??

A super common fantasy people have is to have a threesome right? Well my husband and I are pretty open about what we like and that's one thing my husband has mentioned as something he would enjoy but wouldn't actively try to do bc it's just a fantasy and he would want him and I and another women.. Wellllll I haven't really told him that I'm not super interested in a threesome at all BUT I tend to fantasize about him being with other women. Like it honestly turns me on thinking about him cumming in another women. Especially like a cougar lol... I've heard of men wanting other men to sleep with their wives but never the woman wanting the man to sleep with someone else. Idk why and I literally just discovered this about myself and idk if it's odd or not common??? Idk I feel weird talking about it and I think if I told my husband he would obviously love it but he probably wouldn't believe me lol.... AM I WEIRD? Like a key party would be cool but I'm not interested in being with anyone else it kinda grosses me out, but the idea of him specifically doing it makes me drool 🤤