Long story short..

My fiance and I have been together for 10yrs! Lately his on chat sites and just distant from me. He asks me whats wrong.. but when I try express myself, He shouts when I express my feelings that everyone hears it. The people say why am I fighting with him when its not even my fault!!

I feel all alone! The people at work do not like me, they like him more and talk more to him and now he is being like this towards me. All I do is good but then I get the bad end.

I am very far away from home and family. All I have here is him.

He mentioned quiet a few times he does not like the way the ladies treat me but now when I express myself about that, he craps himself and goes off on me and says why am I taking it so badly but he mentioned before that he doesn't like it either 😕 now I'm confused!

I also mentioned that he should ask the ladies himself why are they like this towards me but then he says no, why should he. I mean, they talk more to him and smile more to him and laugh ridiculously with him but his my fiance and he doesn't give a shit about how I feel.

Its no use I talk and ask them because they don't like me and just give me dirty looks.

He likes this attention from them and I told him because if he really did care / love me he would stand up for me just like I do for him when it gets to ugly things.

I send him messages, no response or he says he has nothing to say....

He ignores me flat....

Treats me like shit but the others so friendly....

Says his "busy" but then talks to his friends...

No respect.. but I'm the bad one when I try express my feelings of how things are going. Now I'm the bad one 😕 😞

I simply don't know anymore. Why... what did I do to deserve this. I feel like carbage the way he treats me. So left alone like a stranger.

I had to walk all the way to the apartment alone at night and he wouldn't even give a darn damn of asking if I will be ok or am I safe.

How am I supposed to do this..

What did I do to get this..

SUICIDAL badly hurt!!!! 🥺😡 💔

**No need to bad mouth**