it just sucks so bad having postpartum depression and needing to be on medication to fix it and being in a relationship where you're constantly being told they hope you die and hope that your car rolls over or wrecks and it kills you. I had my baby 1 month ago and I'm constantly being told I'm worthless and useless and called names and being told they hope I die and it's just taking such a huge toll on me and I just can't do this anymore. 😭😭 I have no friends because of him and my family basically pushes it to the side when I tell them. I have no where else to live or go so I'm just stuck here with all 3 of our kids. 😭