I’m beginning to think having kids just isn’t apart of my future. AF showed up again today for the 8th month in a row since my boyfriend and I started trying except for a miscarriage. I’ve had 3 miscarriages total and I’m 21. The other two were accidental pregnancies but it still bothered me. What do I do at this point? We barely even tried this month because I’ve just given up. I’m tired of looking at a negative test every month and crying. I was diagnosed with PCOS when I was 15 but when I was 17 the doctor said I didn’t have it anymore. And I get positive ovulation tests every month. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. To make matters worse, i was talking to my sister in law, friends, and mother in law yesterday and my mother in law was talking about wanting a grandson. She then said to my friend “you can give us one since we know Ali obviously isn’t gonna be able to do it”. And it’s bothered me ever since. Sorry if I sound like a cry baby, I just needed to vent. What have y’all done to try to conceive? Medications, lubes, etc.