I’m 21 years old now and married and recently been bothering me because well I been married almost 2 years and dated him 4 years and sometimes I remember that the first time I gave someone oral sex was when I was 7 years old my cousin was 17 and his other brother was 13 and went to my room to use the laptop and the 17 year old took it out and told me to suck it and it tasted so nasty 🤢 tasted and stocked horrible and the 13 year old told him what are you doing and they whispered to each other the next day the 13 year old started doing it. It lasted like a year and then I moved with my other family and didn’t see them again. My husband doesn’t know about this I only told my grandma years ago and my mom found out too but then I said it was a lie because I was embarrassed that’s what I told my mom after. Me and my husband have a daughter she is one years old and when my cousins told me to do it I told him no and he kept telling me and telling me to do it and then put his hand on my head. Sometimes the 13 year old boy dry humped me. I didn’t like being forced but then at age 9 I started masterbating and started feeling horny at a young age. And age 7 I went to school and behaved really bad I lashed out in school always in trouble even threw rocks at one of my friends house and I got in trouble I even got expelled from school from school in trouble by the principle at age 7. I have years without seeing them. Guys now the 13 year old is grown and has a son and the 17 years old has a daughter and son and someone molested his daughter someone in his family.