So....I have a huge question. I don’t talk about mental health because in my family, I was raised to where “you are fine, and even if you’re not, act it anyways”. I have already been diagnosed with Anxiety, depression, and ADHD. I’m going through a hard time right now (like everyone) where either I’m really happy, on top of the world, spending money I don’t have, and then I’ll go through a phase (which is my phase currently) where I’m trying not to commit suicide (I have thoughts about it, but I’m never acting on it) and I feel guilty for every single thing that’s happened in my life and it’s my fault. Does anyone else go through this? Am I alone? I have a Nurse practitioner appointment tomorrow morning at 11 am, and we’ll see.