So I’ve been dating this guy for a few months. Things have been good but we’ve never had a solo date without his friends and other girls nor has he really tried to stay with me over The Weeknd’s or anything even though he always wants me to stay with him.

Well less than a month ago I introduced one of my friends to his friend, and let’s just say hes done a lot for her in such short time. They’re even spending New Years together in another state. My guy is out of town with his family. But his friend is too(but not with family) and asked her to go to him and paid for her New Years flight. I’m happy for her. But it makes me feel like shit. It’s not all about money for me it’s about the effort.

I can’t help but feel like letting my guy go, I know i shouldn’t compare but come on, I can’t help but feel like “ why not me?” “ why cant-he do nice things for me” I clearly must not be the one even though he sais he loves me. This shit sucks, I’ve never even had flowers from anyone. Idk I’m feeling like I should walk away from relationships period as I always get the shit end of the stick. I have mentioned how his efforts suck , because there’s little to none.

I’m supposed to pick him up from the airport on the 5th and I’m just irritated about it.