So much background that’s like idk. LONG.

But interesting point is even he’s still my husband but we’re separated. He wants me to be active when I flare up with cold sores. I don’t have genversion but I mean be with them. He’s like worse case it’s just herpes.

So like is that super desperate after 6 years and we’re not together or is that just a sign I mean he may have or have caught something so fuck it what is yours gonna do. Idk.

I am not active. I feel I have completely detached to make up although it hurts. But ugh ewww