I posted this when i was 14, i was so alone and just wanted to give up, one day i did, and i regretted my thoughts and actions. But i am hear to say i am 17 in my senior year, and thriving, i finally.got to see my mom, and Because my mom support us financial i live with my uncle and i have never been happier. Sadly i still struggle with depression, PTSD, and bipolar depression, and i work on it everyday, because i know i wont be happy over night. All i can say is take it day by day, and its is fine to have bad days, its fine to cry it out, it is fine to fail a test, it is fine to eat just a little more today; what matters is how hard you tired and how you are going to take 1 bad thing and change it in to a good thing. Change starts with you first. And thank you to everyone who commented i really appreciate it.