I’m tired. I’m exhausted. I try and try and always end up regretting trying.

I used to look at my daughter and feel so much love, but now I just feel annoyance. She has become to the point no one wants to watch her or anything. I try to spend one on one time with her and she isn’t having it. She just screams and cries. She is 3 years old. My mother suggested after she is done eating in the high chair to try and read to her, because I’ve been trying and no success. Well she just starting screaming and crying over me. Fake crying I should mention. No tears coming out. She is just whining

She will not share anything. I try and play with her and she will cry if I try and do anything. She snatches from me and runs away. I always wanted to be the mom who read to her kids, played with them whatever it may be, etc. she just pushes me away and I can’t take it anymore. My feelings are completely hurt that she wants absolutely nothing to do with me. I am 35 weeks pregnant with my son and honestly I can’t wait for him to get here so I can read all these books to him :( or play with him in hopes he won’t push me away or cry if I even try to do anything with him. You can call me a shitty mom or whatever you please but I am just done and over it. I got up this morning in a great mood couldn’t wait to spend some time with her and do things with her and within a couple hours i just don’t want to do anything with her anymore.

Her father and I are married. He works every single day and by the time he gets home from work she is in bed. She spends the weekends with him and I

Edit: I understand I’m the parent but there’s not much correction I can do here. Time out doesn’t work. A hit on the hand to her is funny or she comes back and smacks me. Yes I’ve tried to teach her to share. Every day I try and teach her but she wants nothing to do with me. I’ve tried having her sit down with me on the floor and she just whines the entire time