I’ve been with my man for almost 5 years, been with him during everything, even when he did me wrong multiple times, I still stood by his side...

I still have problems with that, and I honestly don’t think this will ever go away. I feel like the issues that have happened in our relationship has very much damaged me and I will never be the same.

I try so hard for this relationship to work, and I just feel like at this point.... this relationship serves no purpose for the both of us. I feel like we are both very much miserable and constantly bickering about some past trauma that he’s caused, or just little stupid shit.

I just don’t know how to tell him. I’m pretty sure he feels the same because I’ve heard him say side comments and just gives me a sneak peak into his actual emotions and feelings.

It’s like I’ve tried for so many years, I’ve loved him in all different types of scenarios, been there for him through everything, and i just feel like the only thing that has happened in return is just trauma and issues that will stick with me for life. And supporting the mistakes that he’s made. I’m pretty sure soon he’ll be facing federal charges and doing some double digit time.

I just don’t know how to officially move on and let go. Especially something I invested a lot into throughout the years.