Feeling alone

Have u ever felt so alone, like your in a crowded place and still feel alone? I've been in a relationship for 5 yrs and it's sad that my man can't seem detect when something wrong with me or shows that he cares. For new years <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a>, I made reservation for the both of us at a nice restaurant close to the beach were we could the fireworks. It has been 3 years since we went out on a date and every time bring it up he always rejects it or doesn't want to because he rather stay home and play his game. Note that if one his closest friend called him up to hang he wouldn't hesitate. So as we were driving, he had noticed one his friends car from a distance, so he flash him for his friend to know that he was in the back. So his friend decided to call him and ask him where were we going, so he told him. Little did I know once we had arrive and getting out the car I turn my head towards him and my man is looking for his friend, I was like who are u looking for and he said his friend because he was coming to the same restaurant as us. I was upset because It has been a long time since se ever had a date night or a romantic night together. So out of kindness I let them sit down with us at the table that was reserve for the both us and shared it with them. We had enjoyed there company but I couldn't get it out of my head that my man didn't understand that I've been wanting for the past 2 yrs. The whole night he was mostly talking to his friend and his girlfriend. Sigh... I'm just sharing this story because I'm sad and I don't have nobody to really talk to about it. Happy new year guys!