Hating myself more everyday

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I literally don’t have anyone to talk to and it makes me blame myself for not being good enough for anyone. Everyone I know has large groups of friends and always someone there for them when they’re bored and have nothing to do, but I’ve never had that and my only true best friend recently moved to a different state, so I never see her as much as I used to anymore. And I don’t have any other friends in this town I live in and I feel like it’s so difficult to make them because I’m not the same as everyone else. To put it in simpler terms, I live in a town where mostly everyone looks a certain way and is interested in certain things, and I don’t fit that description, and it makes me feel like the biggest loser here. I wanna move away but I don’t have the money to and I haven’t even finished school yet, I just don’t know how much longer I can live with this.