Loving someone who don’t love you back

I been in a relationship with this guy for 11 months (basically I been in the relationship alone because he do whatever he wants). I seen the reg flags early on but I convinced myself things would get better. I love this man soooooo much and he claims he love me too but his actions tells me otherwise. In September we broke up for a week (seem like we break up every 3 days) but during that time he slept with his baby mother....and so happened on Thanksgiving she announced she’s pregnant by him (such a smack in the face). To make matters worse we been trying to conceive for 5 months!! Each time he hurts me I eventually forgive him. While typing this I feel so foolish because it’s clear he doesn’t love me at all. Sorry ladies for venting I needed to get this off my chest