my son will be 8 months in 1 day, and i am getting the strongest urges to be pregnant again 🙄

we cannot have a baby any time soon because of finances and i'm about to go back to school, i am on birth control and very careful when we have sex but i can't shake this feeling of wanting to be pregnant again and having another baby 😫

it's such a strong weird feeling and i know others feel it too, but i can't stop birth control to have another one, any one out there feel the same and have any advice on how to control this? lmaoooo

honestly i had such an easy pregnancy and an amazing, quick birth for my first pregnancy but while i was pregnant, basically towards the end, i complained so much and just wanted the baby out lol but i wish i enjoyed it more. i enjoyed it more than i thought it did because it was my first , i enjoyed every little kick and movement, i can't wait to do it all again! wtf!

i never thought i would want to go through it again so soon lol

here's a lil pic of my son for y'all

this was him in the hospital in his lil hospital gown, about to get a *special* circumcision 🥺 he had to wait this long because his pp was twisted so we had to drive 4 hours away to OHSU in Oregon (which is one of the best children's hospitals btw), cause his pediatrician didn't feel comfortable doing it

no hate please on circumcision, i wanted to help correct his pp and i felt this was best for my son 🤍