So here goes after ttc for 16 months with my son I finally found out I was pregnant last year and went on to having him last august. We were absolutely delighted. When baby was 4 months I found out I was pregnant again which was a huge shock to the system. Meaning he was only 3 months old when I conceived. My fiancé was adamant we could not keep the baby( meant to be getting married in April ) but it cancelled due to Covid. Without much thought as we have small house already and I have an older son and a step son I decided abortion would be the best idea. I called the clinic and the next day I had my scan which I was around 4 weeks they gave me the pack to take at home. The next day I took the mifepristone pill (abortion pill )and instantly new I had made a huge mistake. I googled if it could be reversed and found a organisation that was willing to help. A doctor got in touch with me and prescribed me high dose of progesterone to block out the pill I had taken and told me to bin the other pills I take 2 days later to complete the abortion. I had an extremely heavy bleed two days after taking the abortion pill and assumed I had miscarried I felt awful but I coped. 2 weeks later I felt sickness and sore breast etc and felt something was wrong I went back to the clinic and they preformed a scan which confirmed the pregnancy was fine and the baby was now nearly 7 weeks. I instantly knew I had to keep this miracle baby. After asking lots of questions to the gynaecologist she told me the pill is an all or nothing medication it either causes miscarriage or it doesn’t and there are no known birth defects associated with the pill. When I told my fiancé I was keeping the baby he told me if ruined his life he couldn’t forgive me and he was packing his stuff to leave me. I stayed strong and continued my progesterone treatment as-well as taking folic acid etc. So far baby seems to be fine no more bleeds and lots of nausea. My partner has came back and told me he will support me but he is still adamant it was a mistake and should never of happened. I really hope he comes round to the idea eventually 🤞🏽 when I tell him I feel sick or tired he just tells me oh well that ur own fault. Going through this pregnancy myself will be tough especially with a baby already but please keep my baby in thought and prayers. I have a fighter and forever greatful I changed my mind to save my little ones life. Miracle baby due 21 August 21.

Please be kind