Hello ladies. Just wanted to vent. I’ve been in my current relationship for almost 3 years. Had some rough patches because of him cheating. I forgave. Now here we are 11 weeks pregnant with a baby we planned together. He’s barely home. Always gone claiming to be making moves. He doesn’t have a job. Barely helps me with rent or bills. We argue cuz he doesn’t come home most nights. Claims he’s helping with his other kids. When he does come we argue about where he’s been and what he was really doing. He says it’s just my insecurities. Regardless u shouldn’t be spending the night away from

Home unless there’s an emergency with his other kids. I’m trying to keep a positive attitude for my baby but i hurt every single day. I know i need to kick his ass to the curb. Idk how i can get over him and still let him be apart of this process at the same time. I’m so sick of this pain. I’m supposed to be happy and enjoying my pregnancy. Instead I’m sitting home alone, crying wondering if he’s out cheating again or not 😞 thanks

Y’all for letting me vent