I don’t know where else to go I just feel alone. I don’t know anyone else who is pregnant feeling this way. I hate being pregnant. Being nauseous 24/7 wasn’t even the biggest issue even though it didn’t help. I hate my body. I don’t want this bump and I don’t want to experience any of this. I wish people spoke more openly about this. I don’t think so many women would go into it thinking they will feel different once they are there. I don’t even feel guilty over it because I think it’s bs that we are coaxed into believing that this is natural for everyone with a uterus and it clearly is not. I want to be desired. I don’t want people to tell me I look cute when I obviously just look fat. It’s irritating me so much. Why is everything surrounding this mentality blamed on hormones when some of us ACTUALLY DO NOT ENJOY IT. People say it will be over soon and I want to smack them. I hate my body, I hate the way I feel, I hate everything about this experience. Does everyone actually enjoy this?!!! 😭