I feel so guilty

So I’ve been with my boyfriend for 3 years and I love him sooooooooooooo much. He works nights at a factory & I work part time & do college full time so we don’t see each other as often as we’d like. He treats me amazing but we’ve gotten comfortable with each other (which is great) but I’m getting bored and lonely when he’s gone and I feel like such a shitty person...

I started messaging other guys on a separate Snapchat account..... I’d never meet up with them in person & none of them know my real name or where I’m from. I feel like a horrible person & want to stop soooo badly but I can’t. If my boyfriend ever found out he’d be devastated.. I feel horrible..

I just needed to get that off my chest😢