Depressed

Every time my boyfriend or ex boyfriend I should say and I fight( father of his first that i’m carrying now) he tells me he wishes I got rid of it. Tells me he hopes my bby dies & that I’m a whore bc it’s not his (which it is 110%) & he’s not taking parts in raising another mans child. My heart truly hearts bc we’ve been talking abt starting a family for over a yr now. It’s finally happening & he doesn’t want anything to do with either of us. Not sure what to do!