Hey everyone,

I've recently discovered that I have really bad anxiety problems and depression. And I've always felt for some reason that I wish I had trauma to prove I'm not attention seeking or just being silly because that's probably how I come off to other people and I fear I'll drive my friends away and end up alone again and I'm just not sure of anything because for a really long time I kinda just shut down and now I have all these feelings that I don't know and I'm just so lost.